Happy Moments Never Lasts .

I've got so many peekas to upload . Lazy when it comes to uploading ! & i feel that i've neglected my blog over e' weekends . Didn't brought my cable along w me to baby house );

My cousin's paternal side grandfather just passed away ytd . Rip .

Peekas time ! My fave Royce chocolate . Lazy rotate , sorry .


On friday , sheesha & steamboat with baby & friends .

Pomjipom !



Renata ! & hey , happy mother's day to you (;








Next time play direction w me slower la )))));












5-10 w baby .



I like this candid !


This is e' card i bought for my mummy & a bouquet of flowers .


Baby also want chap ji ka say he loves his mum . Haha !



On saturday , i wore till sibeh lok cock to town . Acc. baby to get his mum's present while i get my mum's mother's day gift . & YAY ! Baby didn't ride cos' it's raining . I dn't like him to ride , srsly . Back yishun acc. baby to his aunt's house for steamboat & cake cutting for his mum's bday' celebration . Happy bday' aunty ! En' aftermath went Np to meet his friends . Homed .

On sunday went to have lunch at 925 . Been so long since i last ate e' chicken rice there . Naise ;D En' went Safra for pool . & it rains , heavily ! I took cab back baby house , & poorthing him rode back home . He was all drenched ); & he kept disturbing me by coming close to me when he's all wet ! Stupid one . Bcos' of e' rain i was lazy to go out & late for mother's day celebration at great grandma's place & my mum asked me not to go alrdy & baby also cos' of acc. you till you book in okay ! Stupid .

I missed all of my friends . Where have you all been to ? ); All are busy with their life , boyfriends , work & everything . Sibeh sad .

Tmr till wed will be gg khatib every night for cousin's grandpa wake . Why so many ppl passed away huh ?! ' Zhen Xi Yan Qian Ren ' okay ? Dn't wait till someone is gone en' start to regret why didn't you cherished him/her in e' past . I hate ppl who dsn't cherished , although i'm one of em' . I missed my own grandpa too ); He's e' one whom i didn't cherished & i knw i'll regret for a life . Life is so unpredictable & brittle .

Just hung up e' fone with baby , & i'm having sleepless nights again . Gosh ! Hate it .

Sometimes , i just hate myself for still living in this world . F! this life of mine .
Sometimes , i asked myself am i happy ? But i know i'm not .

Edited .

It's 3.57am nao . Finally e' tired kick come alrdy . My flu medi useless one ! Eat alrdy also not drowsy . Hais . I need to get sleeping pills alrdy . Sibeh rabak . My air con super cold !

I missed e' life i lead when i was 2 . That's when everything seems so perfect for my family & i was too young to know what's life all about . My home changed since i was 3 . FML , srsly .

Happy Mother's Day !

Happy mother's day to all mummys in e' world ;D After this sentence i'm so stone nao . Idk what to write ._. I love my mummy , do you ? She's e' only one who loves me unconditionally throughout my life . She nvr fails to be there for me all e' time . I'm so thankful to have her as my mum ! She's e' bestest gift god gave me . She's just like my bestfriend , we share everything tgt & there's no secrets between us .

Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk . Not happy naoz , no mood . Continue write tmr when i gets home . BYE .

I miss my bed , i miss yijie );
I miss my friends ! Where are ey' ? Hais .

F! insomnia man . Ccb . Your mother me want sleep naoz but i can't get to sleep la . There's nth for me to do . Stoning infront of e' comp so so so bored ._. Fml la .

Two Is Better En' One .

To me , he's e' cutest thing on earth ! I love my lil' bro (;







Back home from khatib . Today weather was total madness ! Sweat like hell ._.

Dn't Worry About E' People In Your Past , There's A Reason Why Ey' Didn't Make It To Your Future .

Lubb you . I like this peeka ! But he dsn't like T.T


I'm eating cheese tofu naoz . Naise ! ;D

I'm getting fatter & fatter each day . It's all Lewis Lim Jun Wen fault ! I hate him ! He blames me for making him fat . But he's e' one who caused me to be 49kg nao ! T.T

Finally i'm back with updates . Not a proper one . I'm very very busy & wasn't home for days . I miss my bed so much ! T.T Sorry readers . & i rly hate it when those ppl whom i dislike or dislike me reading my blog like stalking me with 20 over visits a week . Like super lame only right ? Feel so disgusted ._. Ohmyyyyyyyy .

I hate life . I just feel that reality is so scary . Kindness does not begets kindness . So dn't ever treat someone with your very best . You'll get nth in return . It's all bullshit ! Okay okay okay ?

I think i lost track of those things i've did past few days ); Just roughly okay ?

Fri - Meet baby & went down his cousin's chalet . Lost our way there ._. Stupid baby ! En' after that left e' chalet back to yishun meet his campmate . To sengkang fly kite . In e' end didn't fly . Aftermah went Yishun dam . Back to his house . Sleeeeeeeeeeep !

Sat - Went chalet again . After that pool at E!hub with his bro & cousin . Something happened , funny huh ? I rly can't stand it keep laughing . Baby keep asking me not to say to make him laugh . Hahaha ! After that to Cine , wanted to watch Ip Man 2 there . Tix all sold out or either 1st row . So went Cathay . Thumbs up like totally e' show ! ;D Naise . After that went Marina Barrage . Idk why so tired when reached there so back home after slacking awhile there !

Sun - Bugis with baby . I bought nth ! He got alot comments on those clothes that i wanted to buy ); En' marina barrage again . Homed .

Mon - Angry with baby . He didn't brought me to eat dimsum ); I keep ask him to wakeup but he keep falls back asleep . Ughhhhh . But he bought me to eat teppanyaki when he's awake ! Heeeees . En' acc him to fixed his bike rear mirror . Can't stop laughing when it drops off ! Hahahaha . Homed . & he books in .

My weekends is all about him ! ;D

Love my new headband fro Helen ! ;D




Went cwp to dine with mummy .








All time fave ! Salmon sashimi .


At barrage . Wind damn big lo .







At Cathay .



I looked so fat );



At Chalet 1st day .



At Chalet 2nd day .

He's trying to suffocate me ._.


He forced me to upload this he say looked very nice in this . KNS , arghs ! I looked damn weird luh .


At MOF .


Shabu shabu !


Tried this BB cream . So so only ley . Still prefer my mac's foundation .


My long fringe before i snap it off . It's so short nao ! & i went to rebond it .



I hate those people in my past . Ey're e' world's most irksome creature . & i hate em' even more . 3yrs ago i hated em' to e' core . Even till nao i still dsn't likes em' . Ey're despicable dogs for believing just one sided story . Motherf!ing followers . There's always a reason behind it for every hatred i grew in em' . I dn't hate em' for nth . Ey' just like to act one naise infront of me but farting all over e' place with their smelly farts behind me . Cool ? Dn't ask me who are ey' . You'll never want to know & you'll never knw cos' ey're just dickheads in my eyes , maybe yours .

Pessimistic , i am . Sometimes i just want to leave this world . Just let me sleep forever laaaaa , please ?

Ulcer , flu , cough & migraine , what's next ? ._. & my ulcer is getting bigger & bigger . Erxin you mei you ? Hen pain nahhhhhh ! T.T

My eyelids are getting heavy . Turning in soon .

Cheers . I miss baby !