People , can you tell me do i have a bf ?
I totally forgotten having one ...

He was never never never there for me when i needed someone which is him ! I am gg crazy these few days . Adding on i am sick now ! Like just nw , i told him i wanted to talk on e' fone with him & i am very troubled over stuffs . He can jolly well tells me he is very tired , if i want to call him jiu call lo . This kind of tone ? Why do i have to call him always ? Why can't he just call me & ask if there was anything i needed to say or have i eaten all that ? He didn't ring me up more than 10 times when we were tgt for 2yrs for asking me . When he read this , he might get angry & say he did call me before . Who knows it better en' myself ? He didn't call me to ask if i was alright he only called me when he needed favours from me . Back to topic . After he send me ' he's very tired , want call jiu call lo ' I alrdy sian 1/2 . So i decided not to call him . Cos' its just a waste of time . I told him ' go slp since you so tired ' & he can act like nothing happen . Dsn't he knows i'm angry or what by e' way i'm typing ? & he can still msged me a long msg & say think of him i'm not so xinku cos' i'm sick . & say he didn't on silent i can call him if i need him . ' Call him for what ? Think of him for what ? I am more xinku if i think of him . Thinking of he's never there for me when i needed a listener . & i even msged him , he didn't bother to reply me . Still have e' cheek to say he didn't on silent . I know if he read these he'll get angry again & give me that F! face . But all these are truths . I didn't make it all up . So why are you angry or afraid to let me blog it out ? If you dn't want me to blog it out , dn't treat me in this way . F!tard .

I am very very very pekcek with many many stuffs ! & my head is so pain now ! Feel like bursting ! Even he is giving me problems . Cb ! What a nice bf i have ?

He knew it ! He knew i have problems , why dsn't he wanna spare his few mins to call me & listen to my problems ?! I am gg crazy again . I dn't wanna whack myself & bang my head on e' wall again !!!!!