Set Me Free .

Beat me, hate me. You can never Break me
Will me, thrill me. You can never Kill me

Is this e' part of growing up ? Does god sends you down to weaken me or at e' same time made me stronger ? Trying to convey me a message to overcome all kinds of tide ? I'm struggling so hard . I'm dying . I fought alone for all these while . When are you willing to lend me a helping hand ? I can't say i'm sick or tired ? There's something missing . I find no words to describe it . I rly find no need to do it or explain to you . Cos' i've done everything i could . Even to e' extent to my very best . I tried every ways . But i can't make you penetrate my mind . Human error . It's so difficult . You just dn't understand . I always wanted you to understand . But i'm so weak now . I've no more strength of doing it . I dn't need you to understand anymore . Cos' you won't . Even over my dead body . This has been dragging all along . I find it so so so stuffy . I can't breathe . I really can't . I'm hoping to explode & flee away or vanish into thin air . But i dn't know why it just won't explode ? Why ? What has happen to me ? Even human asking me how is it ? I just try to avoid e' qns & telling em' don't ask , it's repeating . I love making things short & sweet . But it wasn't this case now . Guys are passer by . Come & go . Like friends . We shldn't take it seriously too , i mean me . I am hoping to find someone comes & stop forever . Not comes & go . Will you be e' one ? I think it's a very difficult task for you . Cos' time proves everything .