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My birthday is nearing . I'm turning 18 soon (; I should be happy but in fact , i'm not . I just hate birthdays ! I know i'll be dwelling in disappoinments everytime or every year ! Last last year , last year & maybe this year . I just dn't feel like celebrating . This just dn't seems right . Why huh ? Idk what's wrong with em' . Yes my friends . I have this gut feeling of hecking care em' when ey' needs me . But i know e' feeling of emptiness is lousy . Ey'll come flocking towards me knowing that i'll always be available for em' . What about me ? When i need em' , where are ey' ? Bullshit la ! This makes me miss Mel so so much ! );

Arghs , Useless to rant also . Shan't think so much .

Talk is cheap . Words are temporary . It dosen't lasts forever . Today you said you'll be with till eternity , but e' next moment you changed your mind . But only time will prove everything .

Watching ' Momo Love ' now . Will ki siao sial if i have 4 bros like hers . LOL !