Why Did You Inject E' Venom Of Love Into Me ?!

Why are e' thoughts of you gushing thru my mind now so randomly ? Wth am i thinking ?! No no no . I can't think this way ! I admit defeat kkkkkk ! Shucks . This is a total crap feeling . I've got so much to say so much to tell you . At e' end of e' day i know you'll only be e' one still being there for me mentally . Only you . I used to trust myself but no one else . But other en' me , its you .

Reminiscing back our silly past , i smiled unknowingly do you even know ?

I thought i did it . But e' fact is i never would .

If you still loved me , en' where are you ? Why are you still not back ?