对不起，我爱你

I'm sorry.

I should be saying to so many peepo. Late at night, when i'm alone in my room. Thoughts & thinkings flashed thru my mind like speed of light. One after another. Some, i cried. Some, i smiled retarded-ly to myself. Some, i just find it so plain stupid. Sorry to peepo who loved me, cared for me, worried about me etc. I'm thankful for being me nao. Cos' i finally realised there's still ppl who appreciates me all along & starts to appreciate me. But on e' other hand, i hated for being myself ttvm. I shouldn't have spoiled it, you all. Making things difficult. Causing piles of troubles & unhappiness. Causing hurts. Everything seems so different. Drifting takes place. It'll nvr be e' same anymore. I nvr thought things would turn out this way. I'm sorry for making you losing each other.

Sorry yft, i really am.

My tears. I tried so hard to hold back. It feels so tormenting each time i tried. Idk what to do nao. Maybe i should just walk out on my own, it'll be much more better for everyone.

If i had a wish, i'd wished that i'll nvr cry in all my life ever again. FML.