Outside Is Nao Raining, & Tears Are Falling From My Eyes.
Was pondering for such a long time whether to continue blog or not. But well, it makes not much difference whether i shut it down or open it up again i assumed. So shall just continue to jot down my daily life & partial thoughts again. I rly hate stalkers & ppl whom i dislike reading my space. I wanted to private it but it seems too much of a hassle. & i'm quite satisfied with my new blogskin. Simplicity. Hehs! I've rly got no inspirations for a new blogskin. In e' past i can spent over hours editing & thinking of a new blogskin but i'm too lazy nao. Okay, simple for nao (;
Kthxbai.
Will get back soon.
& i love my life for this whole week! Naise events gg on. Esp, bowling! It makes me forget everything. Like fun only! Mummy booked a lane ltr at 8pm gonna bowl again! Weeeees*.
I busted. I cb. Sorry. I can't stop you from hating me. In your heart i still feels there's still another person too its just that you dn't wanna admit, so dn't say me. When i kept silent when i didn't voice out anything dsn't means i'm fine. I just dn't wanna add in problems into your problems. When i cried on your bed side, you never know. When i'm upset, i didn't show. When i'm silent, you misunderstands. You dn't knw, thats all. So nao, is this a happy ending? It's short, but still memorable. Your memories will stay with me. You gave me e' best memories in my 18 yrs of life. You nvr once let go of my hand when i'm out with you, or even gg to e' washroom etc. No matter how tired are you, when i say i wanna go to a place you'll try your best to bring me there w/o fail. I knw you'll nvr want this kind of bullshit memories within you. You'r e' best guy i've ever came across. I nvr believe in love & guys ever since e' last r/s. You're e' one who made me believe there's a love story which resembles like a fairytale. You made me think that not all good guys are dead. I f!ing hate myself nao. When i dn't show it dsn't mean i'm not upset, my heart aches so much like its tearing me apart. I won't ask for a 2nd chance, cos' i'm in no position to do so. I'm so cb. Sorry again. I know i'll miss you, i know i'll regret for sure. I know i can nvr find another one like you that love me in a million ways. It's ripping my heart into pieces whenever your images flashed across my mind. It just can't stop those sheddings. I know you'll find another & forget me. Just rmbr, i loved you. Goodbye too. Takecare boy.
♥ no more .
Pjp !
There's still a num of peekas, but photobucket's a bitch again! Damn it. Will upload tonight.
Bowling.
Okay, all e' pink balls are mine. Lols!
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