Thursday, October 28, 2010

Greatest Gift God Ever Gave Me.

Searching high & lows for it. I found it when i was 15. But god took her away from me making us islands apart from e' 7 seas few years ltr. I miss her more en' words. I bet everyone does too. She's e' only one friend, i call her my soulmate who would stand by me in whatever shit i've been thru. Siding me thru every obstacles not on neutral taking two sides with bitches that tried to tore me apart. Being there for me 24/7. When i say 24/7 i really meant 24hrs a week. She never will let me taste e' feeling of lonely. With her, i am nvr alone. We're tgt almost everyday, we did almost everything tgt. A call from me, she'll rushed down to my side. I swear, she rly did. When i cry, she would cry with me. When i'm mad, she would stay quiet to listen. When i'm angry, she would make sure to break e' limbs of those people who made me flare up. She stood up for me when people trying to talk bad about me. She understand me from top to toe. She knew i've got a really bad temper, but she nvr once blames me for that unlike others. She knows each & every minute of my emotions changed. When i'm happy. Or when i'm down. She knew every sadness hidden behind of my each laughs which nobody could tell. Trying my best to stay happy infront of her, a phrase from her broke me down thoroughly by saying ' Stop putting on a strong front, i knew your not happy at all can you please tell me what's wrong by not making me worry? ' Tell me, where else can i find someone like her? Why do i miss her so much? Maybe i relied on her too much. Now she's gone, i must learn to grow. She's just like a mum to me. She took care of my everything. That's why i called her my Mummy. She's Melanie (; That's what i call, true friend.

Dear god, please take great care of her on my behalf. She's e' bestest thing on earth & of cos' Adrian Toh.

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