I dn't knw what to do in life . I feel so lost . No one understand . Dn't try to tell me you do . Cos' you dn't ! & dn't even try to understand .

Sometimes i wish i could tell you ...

I couldn't give a damn what you say to me
I don't really care what you think of me
'Cause either way you're gonna think what you believe
There's nothing you could say that would hurt me
I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm okay
I don't need you if youre gonna be that way
'Cause with me it's all or nothing

I'm sick of this shit
Don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of this shit
Don't ask why I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone
So long I can do better I can do better
Hey! Hey you!
I found myself again
That's why you're gone

I can do better I can do better
You're so full of shit
I can't stand the way you act
I just can't comprehend
I don't think that you can handle it I'm way over -
over it I will drink as much Limoncello as I can
And I'll do it again and again
I don't really care what you have to say

'Cause you know -
you know you're nothing I'm sick of your shit
Don't deny You're a waste of time
I'm sick of your shit
Don't ask why
Get outta my face Hey hey
You're not my taste Hey hey
I am so Sick of you (Sick of you)
You're on my nerves
I want to puke Get outta my face
Hey hey You're not my taste
hat's why You're gone (You're gone)
I can do better I can do better

It's all in this lyrics . But i dn't feel like . I dn't wish to tell . I dn't wanna hurt you . I dn't wanna lead to a wrong decision . I hate you , but i love you even more . This is so cruel . God , pls be easy on me ! R/s are e' toughest stuffs to handle . Just like what Satheeson says . Right ? That's why some people choose to stay single . But are we gonna be single all e' way ? I dn't wanna be a old mummy ); I dn't wanna have a old aged marriage . Maybe for now .

See , you dn't understand ! This is e' process of growing up ? I tend to know more things on e' outside world . I learnt to be independant . Yes i am independant . I can do almost everything on my own . I handle everything alone w/o gg to any of my friends . COS' IT IS USELESS ! No one understands ! I hate girls who rely on boyfriends ! Ey're useless ! I came across a girl in my sec sch , every trouble she came up with she'll cry to her bf . Even fights too . Whenever she's in trouble , you cfm can find her bf beside her . Dn't knw her bf is kpoh or what ! She's 1yr my senior . Aft fights , she thinks she's so cool or whatever ? Zzz . Kept writing on her blog . She's not under e' lian category what ? I think she has attitude prob only , nt that kind of lian . & she acts like one & she even categories herself as one . UNTIL NOW !! Why shld people haolian in this kindda' stuffs ? I think its a disgrace to yourself ! Is not as if , you win a million bucks ==' Despise . I think even now , she still rely . Although isn't e' same bf . =='

I need baby . But i dn't rely on hm . In fact , probs with my friends or family matters i seldom go to him . & he dn't rly understands me . Dn't rly know what's happening ard me . I dn't think there's a need to tell him everything . Some kind of stuffs is no need to be said . But i still share other secrets with you ! Haha .

I am proud to be myself .

Enough of my ranting ! I feel better aft this post . Back to restaurant city !