If We Ever Meet Again .

So bored ! Neglected my space for so many days . Dn't have e' mood to blog ._. I woke up in a good mood today . Dn't spoil my day people , tyvm !

Sis called me last min . So went dwn Bugis to shop . Not happy ! Cos' didn't buy enough clothes );
En' after that went sheesha . I was damn tired e' whole day out . Falling asleep anytime .

Bigbird wanton mee . So long didn't eat alrdy . Mua hua huaz .





Sheesha .



Lj cig .


Hk cafe with Lewis . Cine to catch a movie . ' My Rainy Days ' Rio so pretty ! Go watch ! I cried during e' movie T.T Touching .


Didn't capture e' rest of e' food .


Pizza . Makes me drool naoz . Damn hungry .


Lovelovelove drumlets !


Not naise ._.

I really need to find jobs alrdy . & its time to . When i work i can bypass lots of situation . I can make myself busy . Make myself timeless en' i wouldn't think so much . Ya ya ya . K BYE .

I'm sick ! );

I'll never post anything that i'm upset or i wish to say . I shall just save to drafts la ._. I wanna private my blog soon alrdy i think .

Very sian . Very sian . Sian sian sian sian sian sian si le la ! I must make my life more meaningful . My life = black & white . So fxcking plain boring ! But i'm lazy to go out ! I need new friends which can go crazy with me , laugh with me , cry with me , be there for me always like i've always been there for em' , party tgt , drink tgt & do everything tgt !

Dn't be afraid of every setbacks , cos' e' sun will shine again after every rainfall .

Sometimes i feel down for no reason . Sometimes i went all silent for no reason . Sometimes i cry when i think too much . Ain't i supposed not to dwell on unhappy stuffs & keeps my life gg on happily for those who're worth ? But actually what is life all about ? Life is so short . Shouldn't we love someone like we've nvr been hurt before ? Laugh heartily till like there's no tmr ? Cry all our hearts out . & not to stuck in a certain situation where nothing is right & problems isn't gonna solved & be better ?

Humans just dn't cherish . Ey'll only cherish & realised e' importance of it when ey've lost something forever & start to regret .

Life ? It's so unfair .

I'm not pin pointing anyone or anything . But i just feel down for all of a sudden . Why does god created emotions for human beings ? Sometimes i just wanna know what actually is love ?

Why can't i lead a simple life without worrying anything ?

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And there's funeral gg on beside my blk , i just realise e' funeral band played e' song very naise . E' song jitao dn't looks like funeral luh . & there's still e' taiwan drama song . Lols . Just being random . Told my mum ey' played e' song very naise , she said i'm crazy . And she tell me when she die ask me play rnb on her funeral ._. E' song ' whatcha say ' somemore . Lame .

Hello World !

I slept like so early ytd . & i'm up at 7am . Cheers ! I've switched back to my normal sleeping time ;D I'm so hungry nao , waiting for my Mac to come . Gonna head to grandma house to pray grandpa again , & after that gg Partyworld sing !

Wednesday .

I slept in e' noon & woke up at 5pm . At that point of time i feel like dying . Was so super tired . Dragged myself to e' toilet & bathe ._. Meet Lewis at 7pm went Np . Dine at Sakae . Slurps* Aftermath i went back home & he went back camp .

Tuesday .

Meet sis at np . Went Chambers . ' Fire In E' House ' Lol ! Damn funny .

Sunday .

Went Amk hub for Andersen's again with Lewis . This time round ordered fondue . Naise . But i still prefer Haagen Dazs's one (;

I srsly need new girlfriends ! Hello , anyone interested ? Laughs .

Grandma's bday .













Andersen's . Didn't make up ))))); This person ask me dn't make up @!#$%^&*

I'm only gonna break break your break break your heart .

So boring ! Got to reach Np by 11.30am . Celebrating grandma's bday . I think i'm cfm to be late tmr . Oh yea yea , wo yao kao bike leyyyy ! Vespa vespa vespa ! I want it to be in pink ! Like chio only right ?! Heeehsxsxz .

& i sang this like 12345 days ago . Sorry if i make your comp screen break . Lols ! You can choose not to hear .

Hello peepo . Went to sing just nao . He didn't sing ! He just hold e' mic for show ._. Just hope that Kbox $8 promo dsn't end ._. I've been singing & singing so much for this week ! Today is e' 3rd time alrdy . Intended to fly kite today , but i chose to sing instead . Kind of regretted didn't fly kite T.T ! Good weather to fly y'knowwwwww ! Arghs . All e' Lewisljw fault la ! Suddenly ask me want go sing anot , if he didn't ask i think i'm happily flying my kite alrdy . Nehmind , next time . I think he'll kill me when he wakes up & sees this . Hahahaha . I'm having gastric pain from e' day before ytd till nao . I can't sleep ! Maybe i've slept too much ytd , i'm so wide awake nao . & i got nth to do . Can anybody entertain me ? (;

Oh yea , before heading to cine went to dine at Hk cafe . Sumptous right ? But didn't managed to finish all . Makes me drools nao . I'm hungry );


Okayokayokayokayyyyy . Baibai . It's raining again ! T.T Good weather to sleep , tsk but i can't get to sleep . Please let me sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep ! I think i should get sleeping pills .

OH YA ! I wants to dye my hair . Any ideas of what colour ? Hmm hmm , or shld i dye black ? It has been yrs since my hair is black . Shld i grow my fringe or snap a lil' off ? I'm sick of my hairstyle . Arghs ! ._.

My Love , My Fate , I Love , I Hate .

Finally went grandma house just nao . & i dreamt of my grandpa ! Gonna visit & pray him this coming sat . Went 2head slack with Dor . Till 2am plus & cabbed home . Tiring .

And and andddddddd . Dn't ever buy this new cig ' Lucky Strike ' Puff till me almost wanted to puke . I just buy it for e' sake of testing it . It's similar to ice blast you gotta' crushed e' ball in e' filther too . Damn sucks . Waste my moolahs !

Outdated peekas .

Kbox .









Resort .











This pic my face jitao crampppppp .


Guys are shen me mao ? & there's this guy , i'm fxcking pissed of with him . You know uh ? I think he got some sort of illness . Sick in mind . Fcking irritating & irksome . Nth , he dsn't text me . But when he's in club or pub or whatever drinking place he'll text me to show off to me that he's there . Ain't this irritating ? & for what he text me ? No one gives a hoot about his existance & his whereabouts ?! I dn't treat this kind of ppl as living thing lo , srsly . Is like he'll suddenly fxcking randomly text me ' Where you ? Wah i just came back from siam tui sial . Haha , you got go anot . ' ? Arbo is text me ' Wah i just come out from ph sial , today damn pack lo ' Kaos ?! Like so random , & like i wanna knw uh ? Like ppl nvr go before uh ? You think i care uh ? Ppl club ppl drink , you at which part of earth sial ? Fxck off la . En' if i didn't reply he'll spam my fone . Knn . No brain . I just can't stand guys who keeps showing off la . Can't he be more humble ? Girls srsly hate this . Jitao ._. sial .

I never thought that e' person that hurt me e' most , would be e' person i loved e' most .

Oh , i'm not gg M'sia alrdy . At 1st i dread to go , cos' i knw i'll miss you . But nao , i feels like gg away & nvr comes back .

This song suits e' situation i'm having nao .

I'm so speechless . Sorry baby .

Not in mood to upload pictures .

If i got a car nao , i'll speed till e' end of e' world , nvr stop & nvr come back .

Even if we've to be seperated by death today , i still wouldn't be as sad as this .

Mmm ji dou dim gai ngor gor sam gurm tong . Wo gam bun mm zhi dou lei hai you mat yeh ? Tau tau zao tong ngor gong gurm yong , yi ka zao gong kei ta yeh ? Lei gam bun mmm zhi ngor gor sam dou hai gurm tong . Mmm hai ji yao lei yat gor sam tong . Kgor mm xiong zoi wai cheng ham . Zan hai hou kui . Hou kui . Understand ?!

Sorry for not updating my space . Was busy & its been so long since i came home . Didn't brought my cam's cable to Lewis house , so can't upload peekas . & damn , i'm flying off to M'sia tonight ! Like WTH , so last min right ?! Dad called me ytd , in a attitude tone ask me to go along . & Mummy dsn't feels like gg too ! Nehmind , i can go there smoke till i die . Hahahas ! Was homed 2hrs ago from cine . Kbox till from 12 - 6am with sis . Drop dead cheap ! $8 per pax only . & ytd is a fxcked up day ! Things happen at home . I feel like breaking down . & after that e' stupid cab driver ! Was so angry that i slammed his cab's door & he keeps stare at me while he's driving off . F! his life . En' we missed e' last train e' only train was to tpy . Was climbing & running up e' escalator with my heels like 2 mad bitch . Got dwn from tpy & cab to cine . We smuggled outside food to kbox & eat . Lololololol !

I've forgotten most of e' place i went ._. Just roughly .

Sunday , intended to hit Zirca , but gay's night . Drop e' idea . So changed plan . Lewis fetched me to np , went to have cinammon melts & he acc. me till Dor came he left for home . & suddenly idk why Weesien came . So we went to sing at Partyworld till 2am . En' back to Lewis house .

Saturday , intended to hit ph , but for some reasons didn't go . En' went Neverland , but full house . After that went Resort . Coincidentaly , bumped into Shuwen , Yaqi & Darry . Bitching sessions with e' girls at e' smoking area most of e' time there . LOL !

Friday , went Cine to watch ' Monga ' with Lewis , Darick & his gf . Not to e' extreme nice till what Jun & Dor said . But i cried during e' movie . Sad sad sob sob T.T I still die die tell Lewis , cfm nice one must believe me . Believe me i cfm you won't regret watching . Hahaha , in e' end he say ' You still ask me believe you , very nice meh ? ' Hahs , can't stop laughing .

Thursday , went Marina Sq. to watch ' Clashed Of E' Titans ' with Lewis , Aloy & Kj .

Seeya guys , i'm gonna be back on Fri ! I've yet to pack my luggage !

Photos will be uploading ltr !

Whataya' Want From Me ?!



Need a second to breathe .

Yea , my family ?

I wished for e' best , i wished we'll be happy forever . You all crushed it all . Wtf .

I'm sweating like some retarted bitch naoz . Damn damn damn hot . & my stomach also blardy pain . I want on e' air-con , can anot ? );

I feel like puking .

Sibeh zueh daiji ley you , weiwei ! Sweat , hot , stomach pain , want puke , still got what else huh huh huh ?! " I also dn't want de mahhhhhhhh " T.T

Ytd damn sian lo , hor dor ?

Okay baibai .

Okayyyyy . I've decided to grow up . Only kids believes in fairytale's love story & ' Happily Ever After ' . C'mon , its all FAKE ! I fxcking swear .

If smoking kills , why aren't i dead nao ? Someone just kill me instead of commiting suicide .

Are lies beautiful ?

Hello everybody . I gained 3kg of fats ._.

My wish came true of gaining fats & weight ! But puh-leaseeeee no more on my tummy la . If not ltr somebody say ' cushion ' again ); I just weighed myself on e' weighing scale & i'm 49kg ! Happyyyyyyy me ;D But i want my weight to stop here . No more gaining weights . I think i'm getting fatter & fatter . Went to jog with sis from Yishun to Semb . My legs feel like breaking . & i wokeup with my whole body aching . Too weak alrdy ); Lols x 100000 . Anybody wanna jog with me 1 wk once ?





Webcam ! Hahahah . I just browse thru my webcam pics & i found out that i took too many lame peekas ._.










BOO ! Hehehahahohosxz .


Oh yea , & i went Np just nao . Lewis got nights out so went to have dinner with him . Intended to have Sakae for dinner . But we were too full ._. But nao i abit regret didn't eat sushi ley , cos' me craving for em' nao T.T Walao ! I must stop eating le laaaaaaa . Even my mom says i've been getting fatter & fatter ._. Back track . While q-ing up halfway , dropped e' idea of dining at Sakae . Drag him dwn to Mac to have my Cinammon Melts ! Weeuwee . Damn naiseeeeeee . Me like it ! ;D I order Mac delivery just nao , krazy me order 2 pkt of Cinammon melts knwing i can't finished up after my fillet-o-fish but me sibeh full so no choice to stuff e' 2nd pack in my fridge . I everytime order alot food knowing i can't eat finish especially when i'm out with my mum , en' she cfm pekcek with me . Walked ard np . Aftermath home sweet home . Spent my day watching my tvb drama ( In E' Eye Of E' Beholder ) Made me 'Chio ga peng!' lo this drama . Meeting Serene Cuppycake ltr . Twist* I think i can't wake up ltr lo , see e' time nao ! But but no matter what i'll crawl out of my bed one . Hehehahahohosxsxz .

Suddenly thinking of getting truckloads of things done . I want enroll for my car license ); Until nao still hvnt go ! Tmd . I want to quit smoking , seems impossible but me will try my very best . I want to get iphone . I want to study . I want to learn popping . I want take up jap lessons . I want i want i i i want want to I WANT TO SLEEP NAO LA .... there's still a long list to go . But i think i'll nvr accomplish em' all T.T Nehmind , one step at a time okay ?

& thurs i'm bringing my didi out to watch ' How To Train Your Dragon ' Anybody wanna tag along ? I watched before alrdy , but he insisted to watch no choice must waste $ watch again T.T Bobian he's my boss at home .

It's time to hit e' sack . Toodles !