Monday, May 24, 2010
F!ing hell . I just wokeup from a dream that i superb love . Why must i wake up ?! ); Sibeh sad . I neglect my blog again when i'm at baby's place T.T
Friday - Baby book out damn early , i didn't sleep & went straight to his house sleep . Woke up in late afternoon & head out to bugis . Didn't buy anything ! Baby everytime this not nice that not nice ._. End up didn't buy . Aftermath , went to meet his friends .
Saturday - Baby woke me up ask me go bathe , sibeh tired ! Went 4head to eat . En' went Aloy's house . Me & baby didn't drink . Dn't feel like drinking ._. 1st time hor baby ?! En' we left early to eat & home . Cos' baby needs to book in early tmr .
Sunday - I didn't sleep e' whole night . Nbcb e' feeling damn sucks can ?! I got nth to do & all i have was e' comp ._. Stone all e' way till 8.30am & baby went to bathe . Books in & i'm homed !
Nao , me sibeh sian . It's 2.29am nao . Random waking up timing . How ?!
Friday . I feels like i just knock off from work in this top & hair ._. I hate tying up my hair but e' stupid helmet makes my hair damn messy .
All his fault ! Sibeh reckless . LOL .
Friday - Baby book out damn early , i didn't sleep & went straight to his house sleep . Woke up in late afternoon & head out to bugis . Didn't buy anything ! Baby everytime this not nice that not nice ._. End up didn't buy . Aftermath , went to meet his friends .
Saturday - Baby woke me up ask me go bathe , sibeh tired ! Went 4head to eat . En' went Aloy's house . Me & baby didn't drink . Dn't feel like drinking ._. 1st time hor baby ?! En' we left early to eat & home . Cos' baby needs to book in early tmr .
Sunday - I didn't sleep e' whole night . Nbcb e' feeling damn sucks can ?! I got nth to do & all i have was e' comp ._. Stone all e' way till 8.30am & baby went to bathe . Books in & i'm homed !
Nao , me sibeh sian . It's 2.29am nao . Random waking up timing . How ?!
Friday . I feels like i just knock off from work in this top & hair ._. I hate tying up my hair but e' stupid helmet makes my hair damn messy .
All his fault ! Sibeh reckless . LOL .
Friday, May 21, 2010
Hear Me Cry .
You couldn't say needed someone new.
You actually thought deep inside I knew.
Can you tell me. How can you say. Why this should suffice.
You passed me by and your heart as cold as ice.
You passed me by, did you see me cry?
Did you ask yourself why did you see me cry?
Did you ask yourself how can you hear me cry?
Did you ask yourself will we ever grow apart?
I wonder where we will go. Will we be the same?
You passed me by, I laugh inside I think of you & the love we made.
You passed me by. Tell me why this should suffice?
I hold you through the night now will I let it go. Soon I'll let it go.
Can you hear me cry, will you ask yourself why?
Can you hear me cry, will you ask yourself how?
Can you hear me cry, will you ask yourself?
Will we ever grow apart?
You, I'll stand by your side. I'll be there for you.
You, I'll stand by your side. Please just do me right.
You passed me by. You, I'll stand by your side.
I'll be there for you ... ...
Love is like a butterfly. When you hold it tightly it'll die, when you let go a lil' it'll fly away.
Sometimes its better to let go (;
You couldn't say needed someone new.
You actually thought deep inside I knew.
Can you tell me. How can you say. Why this should suffice.
You passed me by and your heart as cold as ice.
You passed me by, did you see me cry?
Did you ask yourself why did you see me cry?
Did you ask yourself how can you hear me cry?
Did you ask yourself will we ever grow apart?
I wonder where we will go. Will we be the same?
You passed me by, I laugh inside I think of you & the love we made.
You passed me by. Tell me why this should suffice?
I hold you through the night now will I let it go. Soon I'll let it go.
Can you hear me cry, will you ask yourself why?
Can you hear me cry, will you ask yourself how?
Can you hear me cry, will you ask yourself?
Will we ever grow apart?
You, I'll stand by your side. I'll be there for you.
You, I'll stand by your side. Please just do me right.
You passed me by. You, I'll stand by your side.
I'll be there for you ... ...
Love is like a butterfly. When you hold it tightly it'll die, when you let go a lil' it'll fly away.
Sometimes its better to let go (;
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Fake A Frown, You Hurt Others. Fake A Smile, You Hurt Yourself.
Haha ! This is how exactly i'm looking nao . Too bored so use my webcam & snap .
Shld i grow my fringe long like this ? Or continue trimming it once it's long ? But i hate e' process of growing long );
Why ppl hear emo songs ey'll go more emo ? & still purposely hear it ? My blog song so emo ); Cuppy , nice right this song ?! Heard it from resort & just nice she got it . LOL !
Jun just text me asking me to meet him at this hour cos' i complain sian ! But me too lazy to go out & i dn't want him to walk home alone also . Hehehahahohosxsxz .
Suddenly craving for geylang's dimsum ! ))); Hungry !
Sibeh siannnnnnn ! I'll die if this goes on . Me really must find work alrdy . Buai !
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Haha ! This is how exactly i'm looking nao . Too bored so use my webcam & snap .
Shld i grow my fringe long like this ? Or continue trimming it once it's long ? But i hate e' process of growing long );
Why ppl hear emo songs ey'll go more emo ? & still purposely hear it ? My blog song so emo ); Cuppy , nice right this song ?! Heard it from resort & just nice she got it . LOL !
Jun just text me asking me to meet him at this hour cos' i complain sian ! But me too lazy to go out & i dn't want him to walk home alone also . Hehehahahohosxsxz .
Suddenly craving for geylang's dimsum ! ))); Hungry !
Sibeh siannnnnnn ! I'll die if this goes on . Me really must find work alrdy . Buai !
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Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Already Gone .
Was playing songs from my mp3 & this song randomly played . Went to youtube it to share with you ppl . Damn meaningful huh ? Heartbreakers shld hear this song ._.
Remember all the things we wanted? Now all our memories, they're haunted. We were always meant to say goodbye. Even without fists held high. Never would have worked out right. We were never meant for do or die. I didn't want us to burn out, I didn't come here to hurt you now, I can't stop. I want you to know, that it doesn't matter. Where we take this road. Someone's gotta go. And I want you to know, you couldn't have loved me better. But I want you to move on. So I'm already gone. Looking at you makes it harder. But I know that you'll find another, that doesn't always make you wanna cry. Started with a perfect kiss. Then we could feel the poison set in. Perfect couldn't keep this love alive. You know that I love you so, i love you enough to let you go. You can't make it feel right. When you know that it's wrong, i'm already gone. There's no moving on, so I'm already gone...
Updates .
Forgotten where i went again ); My weekends of cos' is with my stupid baby .
Fri , went np to eat seoul garden , cos' i tell baby i'm craving for steamboat . En' i forgot where we went .
Sat , cold war with baby ._. Bathe quickly & got my ass out of his house to meet Cuppy & Jun . Our cold war didn't lasted long . Baby came back to find me at np . & went resort with his friends . Asked cuppy along with me . Heh ;D Reached there , but for some reasons didn't drink & we left . E' tunnel in kpe makes me & cuppy so sick of it . It's like nvr ending at e' speed of 70km ._. En' all of em' went home , me & baby went cine to watched ' Robin Hood ' Baby's ' ho gai xiao ' makes me want to fall asleep in e' movie . I dn't even knw what's e' movie about . LOL ! Aftermath , home sweet home .
Sun , we woke up damn late . Suddenly feels like playing pool . So went occ for pool before that went to eat my favey tauhuay ;D
Mon , baby books in ! & i went back home !
Okay okay gonna continue chase my hk drama alrdy .
Toodles .
Was playing songs from my mp3 & this song randomly played . Went to youtube it to share with you ppl . Damn meaningful huh ? Heartbreakers shld hear this song ._.
Remember all the things we wanted? Now all our memories, they're haunted. We were always meant to say goodbye. Even without fists held high. Never would have worked out right. We were never meant for do or die. I didn't want us to burn out, I didn't come here to hurt you now, I can't stop. I want you to know, that it doesn't matter. Where we take this road. Someone's gotta go. And I want you to know, you couldn't have loved me better. But I want you to move on. So I'm already gone. Looking at you makes it harder. But I know that you'll find another, that doesn't always make you wanna cry. Started with a perfect kiss. Then we could feel the poison set in. Perfect couldn't keep this love alive. You know that I love you so, i love you enough to let you go. You can't make it feel right. When you know that it's wrong, i'm already gone. There's no moving on, so I'm already gone...
Updates .
Forgotten where i went again ); My weekends of cos' is with my stupid baby .
Fri , went np to eat seoul garden , cos' i tell baby i'm craving for steamboat . En' i forgot where we went .
Sat , cold war with baby ._. Bathe quickly & got my ass out of his house to meet Cuppy & Jun . Our cold war didn't lasted long . Baby came back to find me at np . & went resort with his friends . Asked cuppy along with me . Heh ;D Reached there , but for some reasons didn't drink & we left . E' tunnel in kpe makes me & cuppy so sick of it . It's like nvr ending at e' speed of 70km ._. En' all of em' went home , me & baby went cine to watched ' Robin Hood ' Baby's ' ho gai xiao ' makes me want to fall asleep in e' movie . I dn't even knw what's e' movie about . LOL ! Aftermath , home sweet home .
Sun , we woke up damn late . Suddenly feels like playing pool . So went occ for pool before that went to eat my favey tauhuay ;D
Mon , baby books in ! & i went back home !
Okay okay gonna continue chase my hk drama alrdy .
Toodles .
Friday, May 14, 2010
Feels Like Insomnia .
I'm really sorry for neglecting Sshaylarose for always now & en' . Its either i got nth to blog , peekas uploading damn slow in photobucket or real lazy . But most of e' time is i'm lazy ._.
I'm so bored naoz . I really need to go for jobs hunting . Anyone interested acc. me go ? On tues night baby book out , went np to dine at HK cafe . En' to barrage to fly kite . We thought weekdays there won't be ppl flying kite but we're wrong ! Seems like compared to weekends there are more ppl flying on weekdays . Maybe ey' have e' same thinking as us that weekdays there won't be ppl flying kite ? Lols . & tues night is a spoiler . There's no wind at all ); Tried so many times to fly but to no avail . Baby & me took turns to run around e' grass patch like mad but it dropped after a few secs . Hahaha ! Even though it didn't fly but i still enjoy e' whole process with baby . We're both sweating like hell aftermath . Lub lub baby ! ;D & baby brought me to Helix bridge ! Too bad e' lights are off ); It's quite late when we reached there , but it's still very nice !
Barrage .
Helix bridge .
I think this pic sibeh cool . So went to edit it . I think my picture editing skills become sibeh lousy alrdy ); So long since i last edited my pics . Lols .
E' 9pm show in ch8 like quite nice ? Seldom watch ch8 shows . I watched it cos' it's abit of horror ? & i love horror films . I knw my girls hate to watch horror movies w me cos' i'm not scared by e' movies while ey're screaming & yelling away . Lols ! & i asked baby to watch . Cos' it's about bike accident . He jitao reply me ' how you want me to watch ? ' At that moment , i forgot he's in camp ._. Ride & drive safely k everyone ! Baby please dn't dash e' redlight & speed anymore .
My itunes is playing ' I wanna be with you ' . It reminds me so much of secondary school days with my girls .
Kkkkkkk . Gonna chase my hk dramas alrdy . Been so long since i've been chasing for vcds . Finally there's a nice drama coming up ! My idol inside ley . Tsk . Omg shuai si le .
I'm really sorry for neglecting Sshaylarose for always now & en' . Its either i got nth to blog , peekas uploading damn slow in photobucket or real lazy . But most of e' time is i'm lazy ._.
I'm so bored naoz . I really need to go for jobs hunting . Anyone interested acc. me go ? On tues night baby book out , went np to dine at HK cafe . En' to barrage to fly kite . We thought weekdays there won't be ppl flying kite but we're wrong ! Seems like compared to weekends there are more ppl flying on weekdays . Maybe ey' have e' same thinking as us that weekdays there won't be ppl flying kite ? Lols . & tues night is a spoiler . There's no wind at all ); Tried so many times to fly but to no avail . Baby & me took turns to run around e' grass patch like mad but it dropped after a few secs . Hahaha ! Even though it didn't fly but i still enjoy e' whole process with baby . We're both sweating like hell aftermath . Lub lub baby ! ;D & baby brought me to Helix bridge ! Too bad e' lights are off ); It's quite late when we reached there , but it's still very nice !
Barrage .
Helix bridge .
I think this pic sibeh cool . So went to edit it . I think my picture editing skills become sibeh lousy alrdy ); So long since i last edited my pics . Lols .
E' 9pm show in ch8 like quite nice ? Seldom watch ch8 shows . I watched it cos' it's abit of horror ? & i love horror films . I knw my girls hate to watch horror movies w me cos' i'm not scared by e' movies while ey're screaming & yelling away . Lols ! & i asked baby to watch . Cos' it's about bike accident . He jitao reply me ' how you want me to watch ? ' At that moment , i forgot he's in camp ._. Ride & drive safely k everyone ! Baby please dn't dash e' redlight & speed anymore .
My itunes is playing ' I wanna be with you ' . It reminds me so much of secondary school days with my girls .
Kkkkkkk . Gonna chase my hk dramas alrdy . Been so long since i've been chasing for vcds . Finally there's a nice drama coming up ! My idol inside ley . Tsk . Omg shuai si le .
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Feign Ignorance .
K . E' reason i'm blogging nao is cos' i've got nth to do . & nth to do till i went to edit abit of my blog till it becomes so weird nao . & i'm lazy to edit it back . So i shall leave it this way for a moement . You may see me blabbering nonsense in this post cos' i'm super duper whooper bored ! Fb getting more & more boring . Attended e' wake earlier on i was yawning all e' way there & using mum's hp to fb & i realised i got nth to do in fb except to browse thru my friend's profile & pics .
Ytd i read thru my blog archieves , i really missed those past with all my friends ); It's been so long since we crap underblocks , girls gossip tgt of cos' not forgetting those guys , drinking session , playing lan & everything . Just seems like we've drifted apart . I thought friends weren't impt back en' but someone in my past taught me & made me realised e' importance of friends . & i need em' nao . I missed all of em' !
My songs playing in my itunes are all so emo , which makes me emo nao too T.T
I wanna go Helix bridge ! Baby , bring me go !
K . E' reason i'm blogging nao is cos' i've got nth to do . & nth to do till i went to edit abit of my blog till it becomes so weird nao . & i'm lazy to edit it back . So i shall leave it this way for a moement . You may see me blabbering nonsense in this post cos' i'm super duper whooper bored ! Fb getting more & more boring . Attended e' wake earlier on i was yawning all e' way there & using mum's hp to fb & i realised i got nth to do in fb except to browse thru my friend's profile & pics .
Ytd i read thru my blog archieves , i really missed those past with all my friends ); It's been so long since we crap underblocks , girls gossip tgt of cos' not forgetting those guys , drinking session , playing lan & everything . Just seems like we've drifted apart . I thought friends weren't impt back en' but someone in my past taught me & made me realised e' importance of friends . & i need em' nao . I missed all of em' !
My songs playing in my itunes are all so emo , which makes me emo nao too T.T
I wanna go Helix bridge ! Baby , bring me go !
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Happy Moments Never Lasts .
I've got so many peekas to upload . Lazy when it comes to uploading ! & i feel that i've neglected my blog over e' weekends . Didn't brought my cable along w me to baby house );
My cousin's paternal side grandfather just passed away ytd . Rip .
Peekas time ! My fave Royce chocolate . Lazy rotate , sorry .
On friday , sheesha & steamboat with baby & friends .
Pomjipom !
Renata ! & hey , happy mother's day to you (;
Next time play direction w me slower la )))));
5-10 w baby .
I like this candid !
This is e' card i bought for my mummy & a bouquet of flowers .
Baby also want chap ji ka say he loves his mum . Haha !
On saturday , i wore till sibeh lok cock to town . Acc. baby to get his mum's present while i get my mum's mother's day gift . & YAY ! Baby didn't ride cos' it's raining . I dn't like him to ride , srsly . Back yishun acc. baby to his aunt's house for steamboat & cake cutting for his mum's bday' celebration . Happy bday' aunty ! En' aftermath went Np to meet his friends . Homed .
On sunday went to have lunch at 925 . Been so long since i last ate e' chicken rice there . Naise ;D En' went Safra for pool . & it rains , heavily ! I took cab back baby house , & poorthing him rode back home . He was all drenched ); & he kept disturbing me by coming close to me when he's all wet ! Stupid one . Bcos' of e' rain i was lazy to go out & late for mother's day celebration at great grandma's place & my mum asked me not to go alrdy & baby also cos' of acc. you till you book in okay ! Stupid .
I missed all of my friends . Where have you all been to ? ); All are busy with their life , boyfriends , work & everything . Sibeh sad .
Tmr till wed will be gg khatib every night for cousin's grandpa wake . Why so many ppl passed away huh ?! ' Zhen Xi Yan Qian Ren ' okay ? Dn't wait till someone is gone en' start to regret why didn't you cherished him/her in e' past . I hate ppl who dsn't cherished , although i'm one of em' . I missed my own grandpa too ); He's e' one whom i didn't cherished & i knw i'll regret for a life . Life is so unpredictable & brittle .
Just hung up e' fone with baby , & i'm having sleepless nights again . Gosh ! Hate it .
Sometimes , i just hate myself for still living in this world . F! this life of mine .
Sometimes , i asked myself am i happy ? But i know i'm not .
Edited .
It's 3.57am nao . Finally e' tired kick come alrdy . My flu medi useless one ! Eat alrdy also not drowsy . Hais . I need to get sleeping pills alrdy . Sibeh rabak . My air con super cold !
I missed e' life i lead when i was 2 . That's when everything seems so perfect for my family & i was too young to know what's life all about . My home changed since i was 3 . FML , srsly .
I've got so many peekas to upload . Lazy when it comes to uploading ! & i feel that i've neglected my blog over e' weekends . Didn't brought my cable along w me to baby house );
My cousin's paternal side grandfather just passed away ytd . Rip .
Peekas time ! My fave Royce chocolate . Lazy rotate , sorry .
On friday , sheesha & steamboat with baby & friends .
Pomjipom !
Renata ! & hey , happy mother's day to you (;
Next time play direction w me slower la )))));
5-10 w baby .
I like this candid !
This is e' card i bought for my mummy & a bouquet of flowers .
Baby also want chap ji ka say he loves his mum . Haha !
On saturday , i wore till sibeh lok cock to town . Acc. baby to get his mum's present while i get my mum's mother's day gift . & YAY ! Baby didn't ride cos' it's raining . I dn't like him to ride , srsly . Back yishun acc. baby to his aunt's house for steamboat & cake cutting for his mum's bday' celebration . Happy bday' aunty ! En' aftermath went Np to meet his friends . Homed .
On sunday went to have lunch at 925 . Been so long since i last ate e' chicken rice there . Naise ;D En' went Safra for pool . & it rains , heavily ! I took cab back baby house , & poorthing him rode back home . He was all drenched ); & he kept disturbing me by coming close to me when he's all wet ! Stupid one . Bcos' of e' rain i was lazy to go out & late for mother's day celebration at great grandma's place & my mum asked me not to go alrdy & baby also cos' of acc. you till you book in okay ! Stupid .
I missed all of my friends . Where have you all been to ? ); All are busy with their life , boyfriends , work & everything . Sibeh sad .
Tmr till wed will be gg khatib every night for cousin's grandpa wake . Why so many ppl passed away huh ?! ' Zhen Xi Yan Qian Ren ' okay ? Dn't wait till someone is gone en' start to regret why didn't you cherished him/her in e' past . I hate ppl who dsn't cherished , although i'm one of em' . I missed my own grandpa too ); He's e' one whom i didn't cherished & i knw i'll regret for a life . Life is so unpredictable & brittle .
Just hung up e' fone with baby , & i'm having sleepless nights again . Gosh ! Hate it .
Sometimes , i just hate myself for still living in this world . F! this life of mine .
Sometimes , i asked myself am i happy ? But i know i'm not .
Edited .
It's 3.57am nao . Finally e' tired kick come alrdy . My flu medi useless one ! Eat alrdy also not drowsy . Hais . I need to get sleeping pills alrdy . Sibeh rabak . My air con super cold !
I missed e' life i lead when i was 2 . That's when everything seems so perfect for my family & i was too young to know what's life all about . My home changed since i was 3 . FML , srsly .
Happy Mother's Day !
Happy mother's day to all mummys in e' world ;D After this sentence i'm so stone nao . Idk what to write ._. I love my mummy , do you ? She's e' only one who loves me unconditionally throughout my life . She nvr fails to be there for me all e' time . I'm so thankful to have her as my mum ! She's e' bestest gift god gave me . She's just like my bestfriend , we share everything tgt & there's no secrets between us .
Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk . Not happy naoz , no mood . Continue write tmr when i gets home . BYE .
I miss my bed , i miss yijie );
I miss my friends ! Where are ey' ? Hais .
F! insomnia man . Ccb . Your mother me want sleep naoz but i can't get to sleep la . There's nth for me to do . Stoning infront of e' comp so so so bored ._. Fml la .
Happy mother's day to all mummys in e' world ;D After this sentence i'm so stone nao . Idk what to write ._. I love my mummy , do you ? She's e' only one who loves me unconditionally throughout my life . She nvr fails to be there for me all e' time . I'm so thankful to have her as my mum ! She's e' bestest gift god gave me . She's just like my bestfriend , we share everything tgt & there's no secrets between us .
Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk . Not happy naoz , no mood . Continue write tmr when i gets home . BYE .
I miss my bed , i miss yijie );
I miss my friends ! Where are ey' ? Hais .
F! insomnia man . Ccb . Your mother me want sleep naoz but i can't get to sleep la . There's nth for me to do . Stoning infront of e' comp so so so bored ._. Fml la .
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