I wanna fly! This spells freedom.
I'm starting work tmr alrdy. Finally got time to blog. Got to blog before e' hell starts. Lol! If not i doubt i have e' time to do so.
Thurs, went np to slack awhile before meeting baby.
Fri, went Plaza Sing' meet up Aloy, weichye & co. Finally saw Renata's jiaobin. E' guys had their guys talk & us? We walked round & round inside Ps like 2 retards. Lol! Gossip till siao. Caught 'Step Up 3' I was freezing thruout e' movie & i fell asleep! Dn't understand why e' hell i'll be asleep for every movie! Arghs.
Sat, went tpy with baby's & co for Pjp bday' celebration. Happy 20th bday' ass! Hehehes. En' baby brought me to jetty. My cam died on me. So i took lousy quality pics with my fone );
Sun, meet Pjp & Darick at 925 with baby for chicken rice. En' went np to see cutie Quinel swimming! Cute si le la! ;D & i'm back at baby's crib. He's booking in soon.
I should really stop singing k. I've been spending all my $8 on kbox! I've forgotten when i went kbox. It's like i've been there twice in a week or so. Follow me on twitter instead or coming to my blog! Cos' i twit everyday with my Apple family hor Renata, pjp!
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Hvn't been updating my blog for such a long time. Seems dead. So happy that Panasonic roadshow ended! Haha! That 1 week was hell for me. We stood from 11am to 10am & our face are like zombies. It's a nice job but with some fxck up people over there but e' courts people are fine. We're like hired not to work, but to play & chat all day over there. We've been lodged complaint by Panasonic people. Lucky we're working part time not full time. But overall, its fun! Hehes. I like! & my baby surprised me on e' 2nd last day of work by popping out beside me when i'm knocking off. Still lied to say he wanted to fetch me off work but he got to meet his friend ._. Stupid ass. Last day of work Dor, Shuwen & me went kbox to sing! Must enjoy abit after 1 week of hardwork. Hahaha! Oh ya, i had my fringe cut. I looks like a 16 year old xmm now ); Okay, gotta hit e' sack soon. My stomach growling. I'm hungry! Like again. Gonna enjoy & rest for this whole week. E' real hell part is next week roadshow at parkway parade. E' journey to & fro there should be OMG. Damn far bodoh! Will update photos e' other time. Plain lazy srsly.
Monday, August 16, 2010
Hi everybody. It's 3am alrdy yet I'm still not yet asleep. Starting work ltr in e' morning. For e' sake of money ._. arghs! Its a roadshow at tamp mall. Im working under panasonic. Come find me ah! Lol. My working attire cfm sb cock. I nvr wore covered shoes except for school days! Arghs. Somemore matched w long jeans. & i fxcking hate long jeans. Macham sampat only. Hais! So lazy to blog. Seems like blogging has been a hassle to me unlike in e' past. Meet baby at town aft my briefing. Walked ard & caught ' Last Airbender 3d ' total waste of money. This show is super fake & lame. As usual lame shows made me fell aslp in e' theatre. E' next day went cine agn for movie with baby, Aloy & Pk. Caught ' Love In Disguise ' I fell asleep agn. Lol! I wanna watch ' Au Revoir Taipei ' ); but keep no chance watch! & bought this converse shoes for my work. Heartpain when baby splurge on this.
Sakae sushi.
Goodnights!
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Sakae sushi.
Goodnights!
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Friday, August 13, 2010
Trust No Man, Fear No Bitch.
Hi everybody. It's 4.16am now & i can't get to sleep! I'm having briefing at 10am ltr at Aljunied. E' waking up process ltr should be like hell. ); Got a job thru Shuwen with Dor. Starting work soon!
Wed, woken up by Dor's call. Last min went out to meet her & Shuwen at 925. Sudden suggestion to go kbox. So went to sing! My voice was horrible that night! Damn my cough. Sang till 6am went home, bathed & changed head to Shuwen's house with Dor. & went out for interview at Aljunied & parkway. After that, something spoiled my mood terribly! All thanks to that fxcker! Dn't feel like mentioning it, pekcek only. En' back 4head eat & slack. Cool. I didn't sleep for 2days & yet i wokeup so early today. Miracle.
Uploads thru my fone. Shuwen's dog, Doudou!
Mummy bought me this super chio fossil watch which i've been eyeing for a long time! My mum's still e' best!
I feel like cutting my fringe! Cos' e' process of growing long is a bitch! Arghs. Shld i sleep? Or dn't? Contradicting! Dk what to wear somemore ._.
Counted e' money, but it seems not enough! Hais. Gonna look for another part time job again soon!
Hi everybody. It's 4.16am now & i can't get to sleep! I'm having briefing at 10am ltr at Aljunied. E' waking up process ltr should be like hell. ); Got a job thru Shuwen with Dor. Starting work soon!
Wed, woken up by Dor's call. Last min went out to meet her & Shuwen at 925. Sudden suggestion to go kbox. So went to sing! My voice was horrible that night! Damn my cough. Sang till 6am went home, bathed & changed head to Shuwen's house with Dor. & went out for interview at Aljunied & parkway. After that, something spoiled my mood terribly! All thanks to that fxcker! Dn't feel like mentioning it, pekcek only. En' back 4head eat & slack. Cool. I didn't sleep for 2days & yet i wokeup so early today. Miracle.
Uploads thru my fone. Shuwen's dog, Doudou!
Mummy bought me this super chio fossil watch which i've been eyeing for a long time! My mum's still e' best!
I feel like cutting my fringe! Cos' e' process of growing long is a bitch! Arghs. Shld i sleep? Or dn't? Contradicting! Dk what to wear somemore ._.
Counted e' money, but it seems not enough! Hais. Gonna look for another part time job again soon!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Happy Moments Never Lasts.
It always ended so fast. So many mixed emotions right now. Can't find any right words to say. I dn't feel like telling it to any of my friends, i feel so irritated. But i just felt so awful in my heart. I knew my tears would fall eventually while i'm typing this post. I always broke all e' promises i've made to myself. I swear i wouldn't shed a single tear anymore for any unhappy scene i've ponder about it randomly. But i just couldn't control it. It just flows so automatically while you're listening to a sentimental song while thinking late at night alone in your room. Flashes of unhappy events just seems to be gliding thru your mind like flipping a thousand pages book with your thumb. I just want to be happy, that's all. I dn't need money to make me feel happy. I dn't need a perfect guy to make ppl envious of my perfect love story. I dn't need circle of friends to brighten up my days with em' by my side partying or fun nights out to make me feel i'm leading a real life. These are just side dishes from our life. But what do i want actually? Why am i always so pessimistic & think negatively of my life? I've been asking so many times of myself. I feel so irritated. Have you all felt so speechless about everything & gets so sick & tired of telling people, explaining those things you never did & you never meant? Cos' e' person just wouldn't be bothered with your explainations he/she die hard would think every word from your mouth are just bullshit? Trying not to make a mountain out of a mole hill, giving in each & every time to him/her. But e' person just dsn't appreciates e' 'giving in' part & assumed you can't be bothered with e' thing that has been an issue of e' subject your have been arguing about? All you did was to apologize time & time. Talking to him.her nicely. But he/she just flares at you? Something thats stucked within me. I felt that i can't breathe for a moment but after awhile it seems fine? Restrictions, i dn't mind. I dn't mind having no friends but just you. But you always got issues with me. That made me felt that i really need my friends by my side to guide me along, sharing w em' my unhappy things. I'm a girl & every girl are e' same, ey' need to talk to my gfs. If i'm a boy, i wouldn't have to do that. Idk whats with me? It came repeatedly to me till i dn't even feel like saying anything. My tears just flows whenever i saw those texts. I loved to sing so much at kbox. But i dread gg kbox. Cos' whenever those songs i played, e' first thing i thought of is someone. I would be in a daze sometimes when certain songs are played. I hate to cry infront of my friends. Why do i have to hold back my tears when its on e' rim of my eyelid & i got to rub it away to act like i'm so fine? E' feeling just sucks so much. & i just dn't feel like bothering my friend telling em' what has gotten onto me? I find some cases are exceptional. I'm not trying to say i've got hurt so deeply. Chill, i'm not. But why some ppl just dn't understand? Ey've been telling you he/she has gotten so upset from you & e' reason. But i just suppress everything in my heart not wanting to voice out telling you i'm upset. You just dn't know anything. I dn't wanna be like a irritating fxcker telling you every small minor things to start a fight. I just dn't understand why some ppl just love each other but yet ey're unhappy being tgt? It's not that i'm not happy. I'm happy as well. I'm even happier when i see e' wide smile you gave me whenever we met & e' happiest thing is seeing you happy. Its enough alrdy. Rly enough le. Those crazy nights we played, beautiful past. It just makes me wanna cry whenever i thought about it. Telling my friends about all those beautiful days i'll smile & giggle happily to myself whenever i share w em'. I really hope that time would rewind back & stop at those happy scenarios. But happy moment never lasts! What's e' prob actually? I've been figuring out. Does e' prob lies on me? Have i not play my part well? Or you're actually sick of me? Sorry, i can never be e' perfect one in your eyes. Love me for my imperfections would turned me to a perfect person in your eyes.
Till en'. I just dn't feel like typing anymore. Ciaos.
It always ended so fast. So many mixed emotions right now. Can't find any right words to say. I dn't feel like telling it to any of my friends, i feel so irritated. But i just felt so awful in my heart. I knew my tears would fall eventually while i'm typing this post. I always broke all e' promises i've made to myself. I swear i wouldn't shed a single tear anymore for any unhappy scene i've ponder about it randomly. But i just couldn't control it. It just flows so automatically while you're listening to a sentimental song while thinking late at night alone in your room. Flashes of unhappy events just seems to be gliding thru your mind like flipping a thousand pages book with your thumb. I just want to be happy, that's all. I dn't need money to make me feel happy. I dn't need a perfect guy to make ppl envious of my perfect love story. I dn't need circle of friends to brighten up my days with em' by my side partying or fun nights out to make me feel i'm leading a real life. These are just side dishes from our life. But what do i want actually? Why am i always so pessimistic & think negatively of my life? I've been asking so many times of myself. I feel so irritated. Have you all felt so speechless about everything & gets so sick & tired of telling people, explaining those things you never did & you never meant? Cos' e' person just wouldn't be bothered with your explainations he/she die hard would think every word from your mouth are just bullshit? Trying not to make a mountain out of a mole hill, giving in each & every time to him/her. But e' person just dsn't appreciates e' 'giving in' part & assumed you can't be bothered with e' thing that has been an issue of e' subject your have been arguing about? All you did was to apologize time & time. Talking to him.her nicely. But he/she just flares at you? Something thats stucked within me. I felt that i can't breathe for a moment but after awhile it seems fine? Restrictions, i dn't mind. I dn't mind having no friends but just you. But you always got issues with me. That made me felt that i really need my friends by my side to guide me along, sharing w em' my unhappy things. I'm a girl & every girl are e' same, ey' need to talk to my gfs. If i'm a boy, i wouldn't have to do that. Idk whats with me? It came repeatedly to me till i dn't even feel like saying anything. My tears just flows whenever i saw those texts. I loved to sing so much at kbox. But i dread gg kbox. Cos' whenever those songs i played, e' first thing i thought of is someone. I would be in a daze sometimes when certain songs are played. I hate to cry infront of my friends. Why do i have to hold back my tears when its on e' rim of my eyelid & i got to rub it away to act like i'm so fine? E' feeling just sucks so much. & i just dn't feel like bothering my friend telling em' what has gotten onto me? I find some cases are exceptional. I'm not trying to say i've got hurt so deeply. Chill, i'm not. But why some ppl just dn't understand? Ey've been telling you he/she has gotten so upset from you & e' reason. But i just suppress everything in my heart not wanting to voice out telling you i'm upset. You just dn't know anything. I dn't wanna be like a irritating fxcker telling you every small minor things to start a fight. I just dn't understand why some ppl just love each other but yet ey're unhappy being tgt? It's not that i'm not happy. I'm happy as well. I'm even happier when i see e' wide smile you gave me whenever we met & e' happiest thing is seeing you happy. Its enough alrdy. Rly enough le. Those crazy nights we played, beautiful past. It just makes me wanna cry whenever i thought about it. Telling my friends about all those beautiful days i'll smile & giggle happily to myself whenever i share w em'. I really hope that time would rewind back & stop at those happy scenarios. But happy moment never lasts! What's e' prob actually? I've been figuring out. Does e' prob lies on me? Have i not play my part well? Or you're actually sick of me? Sorry, i can never be e' perfect one in your eyes. Love me for my imperfections would turned me to a perfect person in your eyes.
Till en'. I just dn't feel like typing anymore. Ciaos.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Im missing you. Im waiting for your spell. Without you, my heart will fade. I'll wither if your love is delayed.
Just came back home from meeting Fangying at np. We talked all e' way non-stop from 10pm - 5am. Got so much to catch up. Lol! & ytd meet up with Fangying, Dor, Shuwen & Annabelle at Np. Gossip about so many stuffs. & Yishun is totally bored ttm! Gonna continue chasing my tvb dramas alrdy. I'm having terrible sorethroat & headache. Damn.
Just came back home from meeting Fangying at np. We talked all e' way non-stop from 10pm - 5am. Got so much to catch up. Lol! & ytd meet up with Fangying, Dor, Shuwen & Annabelle at Np. Gossip about so many stuffs. & Yishun is totally bored ttm! Gonna continue chasing my tvb dramas alrdy. I'm having terrible sorethroat & headache. Damn.
Monday, August 2, 2010
Never Give Up As Long As There's Still A Glimmer Of Hope.
Was at youtube. Randomly typed these 2 songs on e' search bar & listen. Reminds me of those time when i was schooling. Lol? & i'm watching 泳闯琴关 on xinmsn now. Sometimes i prefer staying at home watching my vcds, enjoying my aircon, talking to mummy & watching tv. No i'll nvr get bored at home. Cos' home is e' best (;
Goodnights!
Was at youtube. Randomly typed these 2 songs on e' search bar & listen. Reminds me of those time when i was schooling. Lol? & i'm watching 泳闯琴关 on xinmsn now. Sometimes i prefer staying at home watching my vcds, enjoying my aircon, talking to mummy & watching tv. No i'll nvr get bored at home. Cos' home is e' best (;
Goodnights!
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Happy Bday' Chin Fang Ying! Love you sieh many.
I'm back at my own crib. For e' whole tues - sun was spent w baby. We're out almost everyday except for wed. Tues, went cine to watch ' Sorcerer Apprentice ' with baby. Wed, stayed at home. Thurs, went amk hub to watch ' Tekken ' E' male lead ' Jin ' is fxcking handsome! Went back baby's place to take our kite & to barrage for kite flying! I dn't wanna buy $2.50 kite ever again. Hahahahs! Fri, went to meet Dor & Shuwen at 925, en' went 2head slack. Afterthat baby came to fetch me went cine to watch ' Inception ' with Aloy & Pk. Sat, went vivo with baby. Caught ' Old Cow Vs Tendergrass ' Suchha' lame & funny show. & en' to henderson. Reminiscing those past. Kns! No more those heart-skip-abit-feelings alrdy. Hahas.
Noob fixing kite.
Hen mei hor?
Look at e' sky w those scary clouds.
While waiting.
Henderson.
When we reached home he kisiao & messed up my hair. Ask me dn't move cos' he wanna snap me. Crazy nutcase!
My happy days are spent happily with him. Many unhappy things happen lately, thanks baby for being there when i needed someone. Trying so hard on e' surface to act like nothing happen, but it's so difficult. Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone than to cry all alone. Nobody would understand. But i'm still happy, cos' i got this crazy guy with me!
Goodnights.
I'm back at my own crib. For e' whole tues - sun was spent w baby. We're out almost everyday except for wed. Tues, went cine to watch ' Sorcerer Apprentice ' with baby. Wed, stayed at home. Thurs, went amk hub to watch ' Tekken ' E' male lead ' Jin ' is fxcking handsome! Went back baby's place to take our kite & to barrage for kite flying! I dn't wanna buy $2.50 kite ever again. Hahahahs! Fri, went to meet Dor & Shuwen at 925, en' went 2head slack. Afterthat baby came to fetch me went cine to watch ' Inception ' with Aloy & Pk. Sat, went vivo with baby. Caught ' Old Cow Vs Tendergrass ' Suchha' lame & funny show. & en' to henderson. Reminiscing those past. Kns! No more those heart-skip-abit-feelings alrdy. Hahas.
Noob fixing kite.
Hen mei hor?
Look at e' sky w those scary clouds.
While waiting.
Henderson.
When we reached home he kisiao & messed up my hair. Ask me dn't move cos' he wanna snap me. Crazy nutcase!
My happy days are spent happily with him. Many unhappy things happen lately, thanks baby for being there when i needed someone. Trying so hard on e' surface to act like nothing happen, but it's so difficult. Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone than to cry all alone. Nobody would understand. But i'm still happy, cos' i got this crazy guy with me!
Goodnights.
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